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He Loves A House More Than God:  Bonco Mansions of kekel (l) and davis (r)
"He loves a house more than God:" *Bonco* Mansions of kekel (l) and davis (r). Meanwhile, on the mission field: ntcc Missionaries to the Philippines "Rev. and Sis. Mackert ... found a place, 9 feet by 14 feet [9'x14'] and one bathroom. It is on the 6th floor and there is no elevator. The last place they had stayed, they had to share a common bathroom with the other tenants! Yikes! This place has their very own private bathroom, although the Rev. shared there is no seat on the throne, and no way to attach one…." from The Devonshire Files Sunday, May 28, 2006 Visit from the Mackerts (5/06). ** Should you know where the money ($$$$$) goes? **

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Matt 21:12 And Jesus went into the temple of God, and cast out all them that sold and bought in the temple, and overthrew the tables of the moneychangers, and the seats of them that sold doves, Matt 21:13 And said unto them, It is written, My house shall be called the house of prayer; but ye have made it a den of thieves.
Gal. 4:16 Am I therefore become your enemy, because I tell you the truth? John 8:32 And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free. 1 John 4:6 We are of God: he that knoweth God heareth us; he that is not of God heareth not us. Skip To Blue Letter Bible Search Tool

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Tuesday, May 13, 2014

Kekel Helps Fontenot Rape Me At My Apartment, Spanaway, WA

Tanya Kekel facilitating "alone time" during which her husband Michael C. Kekel allegedly raped Julie St. Clair  Ridgeway was discussed in the previous post.  Tanya's alleged kidnapping and possible exploitation of Julie's young son Thomas was also probed [read more].  During this post we will discuss how Michael C. Kekel set up circumstances for "alone time" between Julie Ridgeway and another NTCC minister; who allegedly beat and raped her at her apartment in Spanaway, WA.  That NTCC minister, Michael Anthony Fontenot, is currently in prison on separate charges for raping his own daughter.  [See Related topics at the bottom of this post to read more]

Pic of NTCC Pastor Central Corpus Christi, TX   Louis is the brother of Convicted Child Rapist  Michael Anthony Fontenot (no pic avail).  This article is not about Louis Fontenot.   Louis Fontenot should be presumed innocent.   Photo added for clarification purposes only.
 Pic of NTCC Pastor Central Corpus Christi, TX
 Louis is the brother of Convicted Child Rapist
Michael Anthony Fontenot (no pic avail).
This article is not about Louis Fontenot.
 Louis Fontenot should be presumed innocent.
 Photo added for clarification purposes only. 

This article is about Michael Anthony Fontenot's beating and raping Julie St. Clair; which, she alleges, was all made possible by Michael C. Kekel.

One day on my second time around at the bible school; I had been at the Kekel’s house doing Tanya’s bidding when I finished I told Michael Kekel I wanted to call [my husband] Donny [Ridgeway]. He [Kekel] told me no M. Fontenot could take me home. Michael Kekel told me Donny had called saying he would be working late that he would be late picking me up but he didn’t bother to even allow me to talk to Donny myself. I told Kekel I wanted to wait for Donny and that I didn’t want M. Fontenot to take me home. Kekel got stern with me and M. Fontenot would be taking me home. The kind of stern where I knew a spanking would follow. I was so scared but I had learned to hide from emotions. I had learned I was to never argue with a man in my life but one rule came to mind. I said but what about the rule a man was not to be alone with a woman even more so if one or both are married to other people?  I thought it would make him rethink even if that only meant at least someone else had to come with us. I was sadly mistaken. He sent me with him alone anyway. Kekel knew M. Fontenot couldn’t keep his hands off of me yet I was made to go with him.
On the car ride to my house as I suspected he didn’t keep his hands to himself. He began to touch on me. I wanted to get away I hated it my heart was crying to stop. I tried to remind him that we were married to other people. He said it isn’t like we have our clothes off here. I realized what Kekel and Davis had both told me on different occasions was true I was to feel lucky God found some purpose for me on this earth. I didn’t feel lucky. Like every other time I felt sick inside and so very dirty on the outside.


The Landon Apartments where, Julie alleges,   She was raped by NTCC Minister Michael A.   Fontenot in the midst of NTCC residences [map].
 The Landon Apartments where, Julie alleges,
 She was raped by NTCC Minister Michael A.
 Fontenot in the midst of NTCC residences. [map]
 This photo is included to show the location
 and encourage other residents to consider
 what they have seen happening near them.
 One way to prevent rape is to report abuse. 
We got to my apartment I was hoping to see someone around since we did live by other NTCC people but no one seemed to be around. I thought he would just drop me off but no he gets out of the car when we arrived. He then asks to use the bathroom. I didn’t want let him in but I had been drilled my head a man was to be obeyed no matter what so I let him in. He went to the bathroom and he came out. I am shocked for he wasn’t clothed from the waist down.
 I was scared I wanted to run but where. At this time in my life I had no idea what the job of a police officer really was. I thought they were paid by people to stand out of businesses and to keep people from breaking into rich people’s homes. I didn’t know about courts/judges. I knew about jail but didn’t understand how people got there. I only knew if you killed someone you did go there and if people outside of NTCC didn’t understand God’s plans other people went there too. So I had no idea about turning people in at all. The men used this to their advantage in dealing with me.
M. Fontenot ordered me to the bedroom. I couldn’t move my puppet legs wouldn’t move at all. He slapped me and that throw me into action. I walked into the bedroom. I started saying over and over that Donny may come home anytime in hopes to stop what I knew was about to happen. He said Donny told Kekel he wouldn’t be off for another couple hours so he knew he had time. To this day I don’t even know if that call ever was made or if Kekel made it up.
Fontenot pushed me on the bed which was what every man did to me if I tried talking my way out of their actions. It was like to make sure I knew who was in charge. It was then he realized I was still dressed. He slapped me across the face in his frustration. He said why are you not undressed? I was trembling so bad as I stood up. He said you stupid retard b…..  Get your clothes off now as he grabbed my blouse he ripped a couple of buttons off. I started undressing but I wasn’t fast enough so he started undressing me hitting me as he went. (His need to hurry now makes me wonder if he really knew when Donny was supposed to be home.) He began hitting me more saying you will do things exactly as I tell you. He then forced himself on me. I so wanted to die become invisible but here I was feeling so dirty unclean in every way. There was a lot action that day kissing touching that made me so sick to my stomach. I knew I couldn’t tell Donny what happened for they had built such a wedge of distrust between us that I felt I would be blamed for this time like every other time. I was thinking why do men do this to me? Oh God am I that unlovable that no one cares how I feel in all this. I was just a feeble –minded object.

to be continued...

During his time with the NTCC, Michael Anthony Fontenot was:

  • Seminary Instructor
  • Licensed Minister
  • Service Leader
  • Song Leader
  • Quartet Singer
  • Print Shop Operator responsible for the production of the official monthly periodical for the NTCC, the Trumpet
  • Convicted Child Rapist [of his own daughter]
  • Hidden by NTCC Board Members including Michael C. Kekel and Rodger Wilson Davis according to Fontenot's then-time wife Christina* (name spelling changed to provide some anonymity).   As reported in the Bruce Smith article (here"When Michael was first imprisoned, Christina informed the leadership of NTCC, specifically founder Rodger W. Davis and CEO Mike Kekel...." [...] "However, in 2006 when Michael was first released from jail he reportedly became an active member in the NTCC again. Alarmed, Christina informed pastors Davis and Kekel of Michael’s status as a convicted child rapist.

    “It’s clear now, after the last SOSSA hearing (in 2010) that they never told the church members anything,” Christina said. “That’s totally irresponsible.” Also another witness verified this:

    "However, a former but long-time licensed and ordained NTCC minister has told the Mountain News that he did not hear the leadership issue any warnings about Fontenot upon his re-introduction to the faith community, especially his probationary requirement that he have no contact with minors.

    (Note: this pastor has asked for anonymity, clearly reflecting the grand silence that seems to envelope the NTCC community on challenging issues. Hence, for the sake of linguistic clarity he will be identified as Rev. T.)

    “I didn’t even hear a rumor about Michael Fontenot – nothing,” Rev. T said, “and pastors usually hear stuff like that.”

    Further, Rev T, who knew Fontenot in St Louis, invited Michael to dinner at his family’s home in Spanaway and says he never suspected the sordid details of Fontenot’s recent past.

    However, Rev. T now concurs with Christina’s perspective that the absence of any effort by the NTCC leadership to alert the congregation left the membership vulnerable to assault from a sexual predator, and at the very least was highly irresponsible if not legally questionable.

    Sadly, Michael Fontenot took advantage of this veil of secrecy at the NTCC."  From the Mountain News, WA"

This information reinforces our belief that NTCC systematically hides child abusers, including rapists, willfully endangering children.  Coupled with Julie's testimony of being repeatedly beaten and raped, both as an adult and as a child, by NTCC ministers, who allegedly then moved her when the conduct was reported, the pattern emerges indicating the NTCC leadership is not only raping folks, but also conducting human sex slave trafficking to hide the rapes.  We saw the same pattern in the testimony from Lisa Norton who was allegedly raped and impregnated by Johnny Dean Jordan; who was hidden by NTCC Board Members but has subsequently  been imprisoned for raping another child.  Over and over we see the NTCC Board Members dismissing allegations of rape and failing to report alleged crimes while moving either the perpetrator, victim, or both.  We now have testimony regarding two of these rapists also being convicted and imprisoned on rape charges involving other victims.  We believe this establishes the pattern of NTCC Board Members willfully failing to report abuse and possibly conducting violent rapes all of which is hidden by human sex slave trafficking in which the perpetrators or victims are moved to hide the crimes.

Related:

I Have A Name by Julie

This Is I by Lisa

Johnny Dean Jordan

Fontenot Former NTCC church worker convicted on child rape charges


Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Beatings, Rape, Bloody Nose - and Tanya Kekel took My Son Away - What Did She or Others Do To Him? Graham, WA 1994

The series of Julie's life as an alleged sex slave for the NTCC 'leaders' continues. This portion of her life describes more beatings, rape, and a bloody nose allegedly from Mike Kekel. But equally troubling is the alleged participation of Tanya Kekel in setting up this "alone time" for Mike and Julie, while removing Julie's son, Thomas, against Julie's protests. We may never know what took place that day in his life when young Thomas disappeared with Tanya Kekel. But his actions when returned home to his battered mother Julie are very telling. It was horrible enough to suffer the alleged rapes and beatings; but now they were taking her son too? To do what? Julie alleges she took a beating for begging to have her son with her that day in 1994 at Kekel's home in Graham, Washington. In Julie's words:

We get to Washington. Move into a place where a lot of people from NTCC were living in fact only a couple of the apartments had people that weren’t apart of NTCC. I start classes again and it was a challenge. I still had trouble with the reading and writing and taking notes. I got myself in trouble a few times because of it. I hadn’t been in Washington but a few weeks before I was called to supposedly help Tanya [Kekel] but she wasn’t the one asking [Mike] Kekel was the one. I get a ride over there he had told me to bring [my young son] Thomas so I thought maybe it won’t be sex or anything like that. I arrive Tanya was taking [her son] Grant [Kekel] somewhere but [allegedly] needed another child to go with her to this activity. I told her I didn’t want Thomas going without me. I didn’t like the idea of him being away from me. I didn’t tell her I didn’t trust her which was going through my mind. Kekel says remember I am in charge. God has given me the authority to know what is best for your child. I tried again but there was no winning the argument. She left with both boys. I am sick at that point fearing how my son would be treated but having no idea once again what to do. Tanya leaves me with cleaning orders. Kekel is supposed to be working on something and she says not to bother him. She isn’t gone long before Kekel is in my face. He tells me I am going to get a spanking for arguing with the man of God. I have no idea that he can’t actually do this being I am adult. He is playing on my ignorance. I am terrified for he is brutal in his spankings and I know sex will follow which with a brutal spanking sex will hurt worse. He undresses me from the waist down. I beg him not to do it. I told him as a mother I hate to be away from my son this is why I spoke. I told him it is making me sick that he is gone at that moment. He said so you admit you argued with your God-given authority. I am going to have spank the rebellion out of you. He quoted scriptures about discipline to me as he had me bend over. I didn’t undress for a few days in front of my then husband [Donny Ridgeway] not knowing how to explain the marks. This time he [Mike Kekel] gave me some stuff that made the marks disappear in a few days. It was a container with no label so I have no idea what it was. By the third day I couldn’t tell I had had any marks. All he told me was it was for adults after a spanking. Once again I was too ignore to question him. He [Mike Kekel] did have sex with me again that day. He said God sent you back to me for he knows I need additional pleasure in my life and it helps my stress level of having to deal with difficult people that refuse to obey their God-given authority.

After he was done I clean up really quickly fearing if I didn’t get the cleaning orders done Tanya would spank me as well. She had spanked me in the past. I didn’t think with a sick stomach, stress, a spanking, and unwanted sex my body could take another spanking. So I began to move very quickly with the cleaning.

 Why Would Tanya Kekel Knowingly Leave Her
 Husband Mike Alone with Julie?  What Did Tanya
 Do with Julie's Son Thomas After Removing Him
 From His Mother Julie Against Her Protests?
 To Us These Allegations Indicate Sex Trafficking.
 In Our Opinion, They Implicate Tanya Kekel
 In Both The Rape Of Julie and Possible Gross
Activity [Sex With?] the Young Boy, Thomas Ridgeway.

Tanya walks in the door I just barely got done. Thomas comes barreling at me wanting to be held in fact he wanted to be held until I went to class that night. All he said about the day was Tanya was rude. Tanya walked around the house complained a couple of times but said nothing more. So I went home to get dinner and get ready for class that night.

I was so overwhelmed. I couldn’t focus on class that night which led me to typing crazy notes since I had nothing to go on for them.

This scene played a 6 more times while I was in my second round of being at “the cemetery”. I would be called to the Kekels to cleaning and bless the leaders. The things I saw and witnessed with these leaders are just sickening including finding Kekel’s playboy collection.
 Silenced by beatings and threats of damnation
 Julie was "left to carry the weight" alone.
 Whom could she tell without them going
 to borg leaders and reporting it? Then, she
 alleges, spankings / beatings would follow. 

Kekel would tell me all the time how God had given me unto him. It made it hard not to view him unclothed. It also made it difficult to have to ask his permission about other things. I was left to carry this weight having to pretend I wasn't hurting inside. I wanted to have someone care to know the pain my heart was in. I would be around the ladies including one of my neighbors who faithfully took me grocery shopping yet I was scared into silence on the matter. I tried to tell Joan but of course Kekel found out. I was accused of lying. I began to think I was commenting adultery the more I listened to things said at Graham. I was confused since Kekel would say it was God’s will but in the next breath he would accuse me of sinning for making him long for my body. He told me he even dreamed of sex with me at night. I had no idea he was the one sinning and he was commenting a crime.

Two of the times he went off the normal course and had me do oral sex instead of on all four. He said he needed this instead because there were bible school students that were stressing him way out and his wife didn’t want to do it. He would talk about people during our time together. He would talk bad about the building crew, bible school students, he would say all the people that work on the campground were dumb a—air heads and the women were the worst. I had no idea who was at the campground all I thought is well he seems to think of them the same he feels about me. He even downed some of the leaders. He would name people and ask if I had had sex with them. No matter the answer I gave it was the wrong one and he would accuse me of lying and slap me I was standing for this. One of times that he slapped me I tripped causing my nose to hit something. I ended up with a bloody nose. When asked about it since I had a small bruise I said I tripped and hit my nose which was only part of what happened.

There is probably more details that aren’t coming to mind at this point about these times in Graham but will come to me later.

To Be Continued...

All of this is so horrible. We can not imagine how Julie survived this life. Only the grace of God could bring somebody through this constant cycle of allegedly being treated as a sex slave. And now with these allegations coming to light about Tanya participating, it is even worse.

Tanya Reynolds Davis Kekel was born to a Filipino woman, Elizabeth Reynolds, who gave her up for adoption. Davis raised her in the NTCC, constantly bellowing out his version of holiness- NEVER BE ALONE WITH SOMEONE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX [gender].

  • Why would Tanya orchestrate this alone-time for her hubby Mike with Julie St. Clair?
  • Why didn't Tanya respect Julie's protests and leave Thomas with Julie - his mother?
  • Where did Tanya take Thomas?
  • What happened to Thomas?
  • Why was he clingy - "wanting to be held"?
  • Why did he say Tanya was "rude"?
  • In an earlier post, Julie described Mike Kekel as being "rude".  Since then Julie has shared that allegedly Kekel's "rude" behavior included spankings / beatings and raping her.
  • Did Thomas' description of Tanya cover equally ugly behavior by Tanya (the spankings and rapes) that Julie's description of Kekel covered of Mike's behavior? Is that what "rude" means? - A violent sexual predator? We have to wonder.

None of this makes any sense in a so-called holiness church that beat their drums about never being alone with someone of the opposite sex. Unless the leaders are all hypocrites; (which evidence says they are). Then it all makes sense: They say the opposite of what they do:

  1. Davis said, Don't be alone with somebody of the opposite sex; but Davis was seen going into houses of women whose husbands were at work. One, Pam Norton, testified of Davis' lewd sexual actions with her.
  2. Davis said match-making was wrong. Yet Davis set up rules that stopped anyone from even talking to other single people unless Davis approved of it. That, friends, IS MATCHMAKING! HELLO!
  3. Davis yelled at pregnant women saying they would have to answer to God for ruining their husband's ministry since children hinder the work of Gawd. But Davis went out of his way to the Philippines to adopt Tanya Maxamillia Reynolds Davis Kekel.

Those are 3 examples of Davis DOING THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT HE SAID. That is proof Davis was a hypocrite. And as we all heard many, many times from the mouth of NTCC Executive Board Member Joey Olson: "... Davis IS the organization." So guess what? The NTCC is run by HYPOCRITES who DO what they say should never be done.

UPDATE:  May 3, 2014

Anonymous said...
I cleaned M. Kekel's house before too. He hit me on the butt once. I went to Olson about it. M. Kekel claimed he bumped my butt accidently and nothing more was said. It bothered me but I thought I was in the wrong. This confirms I wasn't wrong. He hit my butt on purpose. I think he was testing to see what he could get away with before he tried more. I am disgusted by how far you got with you Julie.

Please watch the following video by investigative reporter Mike Watkiss and ask yourself what similarities you see in the stories coming out of the FLDS / Warren Jeffs compound and the NTCC that Julie survived.

Warning:  Video may trigger bad memories and raise awareness.


Related Topics:

Women and Children in NTCC

I Have A Name by Julie

My NTCC - Posts by and About Julie


Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Failure to Report Rape Results In New Victim

Tonight we got an alarming anonymous comment that alleges that Johnny Jordan forced sex on them from the ages of 8 years old to 12 years old.  Right now we have no way of verifying this comment. We don't think this is the same person whose case resulted in Jordan's conviction in 1994 simply because the data on his sex offender flyer indicates that the victim of the 1994 conviction was older - between the ages of 12-18 and in the familial or custodial care of Jordan.  This data together with this comment, if accurate and true, indicates a possible additional victim of Johnny Dean Jordan, convicted sex offender.  If the person who left this comment has not yet gone to court against Jordan, he or she should do so.  He or she should file charges against Jordan and against the NTCC leaders who failed to report Jordan's rape of  Lisa Norton [more].  That's if this comment is true:

Anonymous said...Im the person that johnny jordon force sex upon it was from the 8years old to 12 years old and it was very horriable for me all I want is for every parent in this so called church or anywhere keep johnny jordan far away from
Wednesday, April 23, 2014 5:15:00 PM
Click the date below the comment to see the original comment.  It was cut-off and appears on this page as it did on the original page.

Parents:  Seeing these trends, where alleged rape goes unreported and the offenders are allegedly aided and abetted by the NTCC leadership, why would you continue to endanger your children by remaining in this group?

In view of the allegations by Julie Ridgeway against her biological so-called father, ralph st. clair, and against NTCC CEO michael c. kekel for raping her repeatedly, Why would any of you in NTCC remain in a group led by an alleged rapist who harbors an alleged rapist and allows him to carry a ministers card and hide behind a pulpit?


Michael Craig Kekel NTCC CEO & Alleged RapistJohnny Dean Jordan Convicted Sex Offender 4-3-2014 FDLEJoan and Ralph St. Clair Alleged Child Abusers, Rapist, and yet a card-carrying NTCC Minister


Sex Offender Flyer for Johnny Dean Jordan:  Here


UPDATE:

An anonymous commentator has been leaving links to a story that recently made national headlines.  As a result we did some research and found some online articles and videos that we have decided to incorporate into this story, since there is so much similarity in the stories of NTCC abuse and what has happened to the "maidens" in the following reports.

Nothing New Under The Sun

Excellent video on My Fox 9 out of Minneapolis-St. Paul:
Maidens Of River Road
KMSP-TV

Additional Article and Video:

Nationwide manhunt underway for cult leader
Thursday, April 17, 2014  A manhunt is underway in several states for a religious leader accused of sexually abusing teenage girls who were members of his cult.
by Grayson Edds



The following CBS Video is higher quality, longer, and has some additional facts and reporting:

Minister Flees From 59 Counts Of Sex Abuse CBS Video HQ

HLN ~ Nancy Grace Speaks With Victim


Pastor's alleged sex victim 'robbed of childhood'.  Story by Kyle Peltz Click Here

What's Next?

Well, for the girls called the Maidens, we aren't sure. But taking a cue from the FLDS / Warren Jeffs cult-compound debacle, we can guess what might happen to any controlling religious group that hides pedophiles behind the pulpit:

Texas authorities seize ranch where children were sexually abused.


Related Posts:


Women and Children in Your NTCC - Here - A Series in Mobile Format



Monday, April 14, 2014

1993 Rape At The Lodge: Kekel Grabbed Me In Front Of Olson, Davis, and Ashmore

In the previous two posts, Julie alleged that Michael C. Kekel, the NTCC CEO, raped her at his house on the seminary campus in 1990 (read more), and at the campground in Missouri in 1992 when she was 18 (read more). In this post Julie alleges that Kekel grabbed her in front of three other NTCC Executive Board Members, none of whom questioned what he was doing. She then describes his alleged rape and sexual interactions with her, that he reportedly tried to justify by twisting scripture.

I escaped Kekel for a while since I lived in Texas but he wasn’t done with me, I hate to say. A year later he got me in another conference. I left my son in the hotel with a lot of children. He was crying I begged to stay with him I didn’t want to leave my little boy but no I had to go I had no say in life. I had no choice. I find out when I arrive Kekel wants to see me after the sevice. I wondered if it was sex, another spanking, or maybe he found out I have been complaining about the group I hate attending the services. I hate who I was. Maybe he has heard all that.  Then a puzzling thought crosses my mind. Why Kekel and not Davis? I knew then it has to be for sex. I couldn’t tell no one because all they would do is run to the leaders which only made it worse. Why did some people get in trouble for having sex outside of marriage but for some it was okay.  I was told to tell no one including my husband. I didn’t think he would believe ne anyway. Kekel told me this was God’s will but sometimes people don’t understand God’s will so we must keep things quiet. I knew Kekel would give some explanation to explain away what happens why he needs to speak to me if he was questioned.  I noticed all the leaders always had some explanation when questioned about anything. I was sick to my stomach as I try to make it through service. I want to disappear. I went to the bathroom before heading out to the Lodge. Why does he want me? He says I am nasty, ugly, retarded, a burden, and shouldn’t be live. Then I think maybe he is trying to make me worth the air I breathe. One might say if he is so mean to you how you can think he is trying to make you worth like he cared. Well my idea of care was pretty messed up.
Two or Three Witnesses - Monkeying Around
NTCC Executive Board Members Ashmore, Davis, and Olson Don't Question Kekel When He Grabbed Julie For Another Rape She Alleges
NTCC Executive Board Members Ashmore, Davis, and Olson Don't Question Kekel When Mike Allegedly Grabbed Julie For Yet Another Rape and Sex Session

I make it to the Lodge. I was so overwhelmed that I didn’t pay any attention to who was around except that Kekel was talking to Olson, Davis, and Ashmore. I thought okay all four was to yell at me. This is going to be an insult session but no not this time. Kekel grabbed me. None of other men questioned what he was doing. I closed my eyes I don’t want to see anything. I am scared. I didn’t want to see him I didn’t want to remember. I keep my eyes closed as I undress at his command. He tells me to get on all four I stumble through this then he wants more. He starts doing other things to me I try to stop him I didn’t want it from him. He finally says I am feeling generous you have a chose you can either have me enter you or you can mouth me all the way. I said I am done I want to go. He chuckled you know it will be one or the other. I decided intercourse was better than the other. 

The Rolling Stones Under My Thumb Lyric Video on YouTube


DNA Say, we can just picture Kekel zipping up after this rape and sex session with Julie, gleefully singing this tune as he prepares to regale the Executive Board Members with the ribald details of his once again dominating Julie. Unlike Mick Jagger, who sings this song about dominating a woman who once had him down, Mike Kekel and the other NTCC Board Members have held all the power all along and kept Julie under their thumbs from the way she walks and how she talks when she's spoken to... The song is very fitting in that light.  So before all you sanctimonious religious hypocrites choke on a gnat and swallow a camel, ask yourself what is truly evil?  Are we evil for sharing a song that succinctly describes the NTCC mindset against women?  Or are these NTCC leaders who rape and oppress women and children the worst kind of evil in the world?  You decide.

I think this must be okay for surely someone would have heard us and come in by now. If this is okay why I do feel dirty why do I feel this is bad? I am so horrible why someone doesn’t just kill me.  I am married he is married. Why does he tell me God gave me unto him and this is well pleasing unto God? I wasn’t to tell anyone for sexual things were not to be spoke of. He said it is only supposed to be between two people. I ask him if it is supposed to be a secret between two people than why he asks about my sex with others. He says God has put him into a position where he is supposed to be allowed to know everything about everyone. He throws random scriptures at me confusing me into believing he was right.
He leaves me alone until I moved back to Washington to continue stupid pill school or as I use to call it as a child “The Cemetery”.

to be continued

Were these Executive Board Members acting together to oppress Julie, treating her as a sex slave they could call for at will? Is this why they moved Julie back to Washington - so they could all have 'easy access' to her? Where could she go for help? With limited education, no exposure to T.V., the internet, or any sense of how the world operated, to whom could she speak? Could she tell the husband whom the NTCC had hand-picked for her in an arranged marriage that took place when she was only 16 years old? Trained her whole life to think that she was "stupid" "dumb" a "retard" or even "mentally insane" (as if there is another kind?) *sigh*. In constant pain from Cerebral Palsy, with limited mobility and no education, how could she possibly get free? These Executive Board Members held all the power and abused it to make her a sex slave, moving her about the country both at and for their pleasure. It is sickening. It is, in our opinion, human sex trafficking.

UPDATE:
Susie said,
I want to share what happened to me. I have been reading what is on the blog. Julie’s story have really got my attention. I know Julie from way back. I babysat her when she was about 11 or 12 years old. I decided to try to contact her. We chatted online for a while; I asked for her number she gave it to me. I asked if she would mind if I called right then she said no. I was surprised. Let me explain why this surprised me.

I called her. I talked to her for a few minutes. I then asked if she remembered any particular times in which I babysat her. She said yes. I was reading online how she was offering forgives to those that saw things but didn’t save her from the abuse. This is what led me to contact her. One day she was over my house I thought she had did a particular thing I got upset didn’t fully check things out. I told she was going to get a spanking. I told her to wait in the other room. I grabbed a wooden spoon. I ended up spanking but I did not beat her none the less I humiliated her in front of the other kids punishing her for something that I had never verified she had done. It was pretty common to spank other people’s kids. I let my teaching cause me to pretty mean that day.
I asked her on the phone if she remembered that day she said she did. I said why did you agreed to talk to me? She said when I contacted her online God spoke to her heart. We talked of that day. I told her that hurt my heart for a long time what I did to her. I asked if she could find it in her heart to forgive me. She said with such compassion in her voice YES! She continued talking with love in words she shared. I thought if she can show this much love and compassion just maybe there is still hope between me and God. She then asked if I would like her to pray for me. I agreed. She prayed so simple yet there was power in her prayer. She prayed as if she talked to God often. I felt the ache of my heart leave and peace come to me. As she ended the prayer she began to sing to God from deep within and with such heart.
During our conversation she told me to hold on for a moment a few times. I finally asked her if her daughter was up. She said no. I said why did you told me to wait a moment several times? She said oh I am just having a lot of pain sometimes it hits peek points I have to grit my teeth and take deep breaths to get through those moments. She said sorry it must be annoying on your end for me to say just a moment so much. I went oh no you are fine. I thought God she has compassion, love, forgiveness, and care in the middle of her difficults how can I ever complain about my troubles.

Don and Ange I noticed you claim her as a sister. I hope that you realize you have a treasure and a blessing from God with that girl in your lives. She is an angel sent from above in human form with such a humble heart filled with love and compassion. Please always defend and protect her from people that might want to speak against her or use what she says to say hurtful things about her. She so deserves protection after all she has been through no matter how strong she gets.
Growing –up Julie step in to defend and protect many, suffering the pain on others behalves it is nice to finally see someone care about her now.
Anyone that would ever want to say she is out for attention, pity, selfishness, or looking to take center-stage needs to stop look at her comments and her life it shows that those words do not show the character of Julie.

I am not much for writing online but I just wanted to stop in and share this about the one you claim as family and make sure you know what God has given you.
Thanks, Susie, for your comment. We are learning every day what a treasure Julie is; we too learn from her so many things about Christianity in practice:  love, joy, peace, loyalty, giving, humility and compassion - to name a few.  Our relationship with her has developed into what she has dubbed our "friend-familyship" with God in the center of it.  It doesn't get any better than that.   :o)
Anonymous said...Julie I just you to want I read what you shared about grace. As I have read how you have offered forgive to the lady that wronged you; it made me wanted to have a relationship with God like you. I have been away from God for so long I wasn't sure God wanted but you made him so real so simple. You made the love of God more real than anyone I know. I am walking with God now. Thank you for caring about all of us out here. Today God is with me again.
Tuesday, April 15, 2014 7:16:00 PM
DNA say,

This comment makes us so happy! Thank you God for each one who comes back to you. Yay Jesus!!

This just came in from another lady; she recently left the NTCC:
Allie said,
I too want to share the heart of Julie. I contacted her as I planned to leave NTCC except for letting her know we had made it out I haven’t really talked much to her. I contacted her the other day not knowing who else to ask to pray for me. I told her things were tight and I really needed to figure some food until pay day. I asked if she would pray. She prayed including saying God direct someone to help this family out. We ended our conversation that morning.
That evening she contacted me. She told me to look in my in-box of my e-mail she had sent me a message. I went there and found a gift card for my local grocery store. I started crying. I said wait you can’t afford this and didn’t you pray for God to direct someone to help me. She said well sometimes God just wants me to pray for someone sometimes God wants me to act. She said God wanted me to act in this one. She told me she trade with someone a few gift codes for this gift card. God had come through. It was so hard to receive but Julie shared something that really helped me.
Julie said NTCC has taught give give give but never receiving. I said what about the scripture it is more blessed to give then receive. She said okay let’s look at this. She said so if God only wants us to give even speaks of us taking care of those close to us in the family of God. Who does he want us to give to the cows the horses or maybe it is the little piggies. She said to give someone has got to receive. She said God doesn’t give to just one person and if he is our example why would he want us to only give to one person. She said God has a big job in shedding our NTCC way of thinking. It is easy to worry in receiving we may seem greedy or get into the receiving like the leaders but just the fact we are concerned about this, God shows us this proves we would never be as the leaders for our hearts are not into taking from others. Sometimes God will really pour blessings on someone to prove to them how much he loves to give to his children and shed the fear that they will appear as NTCC leaders. She said Just like friendship giving and receiving is a two-way street just understand your giving may not appear as what you receiving because each one has different ways to give and each one has different needs to receive. She said I pray to see what God would have me do in each person’s life. She said if I give when he wouldn’t have me give; a few things can happen one I might lack, two I might not have what is needed for who God would have me give to, and three I might rob someone else the blessing of giving to this person.
I am so blown away with the wisdom Julie has learned. I know she has had to get over NTCC thinking and like she said there are still many things she still has NTCC thinking in but God is patiently working and directing her life.

Tuesday, April 15, 2014 11:20:00 AM
Anonymous said...
So I got out at a good time before my kids where at point where they could be abused? Thank you for sharing I am now at peace with what I decided.
Tuesday, April 15, 2014 12:20:00 PM


Your Voice Saved Our Lives said...

The guts you have Julie to stand up and say I am not going to idly stand by at the risk of another victim. My wife and I got to the bible school about a little over a year ago we were not at peace being there small things we noticed just bothered us. The leaders here are forever wanting alone time with the ladies.

My wife is one of the ladies that cleaned for Tanya and some of the other ladies as well. She told me one day that M. Kekel was in the house and asked to speak with her alone. My wife knew she was to obey the Man of God but her gut just didn't set right. She finally stammered out sir I will gladly speak to you but I would like to wait until my husband is present. My other pastor told me it is not good to be alone with a man including the Man of God. M. Kekel didn't seem happy and told her she could go home. Nothing more was said and she was not allow back to clean. We couldn't figure out what that was all about since nothing happened and not much was said.

We have recently left due to Julie being willing to share the adult sex stuff with us all. Thank you Julie! And I know you would want the Lord to be thanked too so Thank you Lord for watching over my family in letting us know we needed to get out of there.

My children are saved from that pain.
Saturday, April 19, 2014 11:46:00 PM
DNA say,

Good job Anonymous!  God delivered you and you children!  Awesome!
Anonymous said...
Thank you Julie for sharing Jesus. I came to the God in you now I have him in my heart too. My husband who was never in the group witnessed the changed in me wanted to know after walking away from that group how I could want God im my life? I shared what I read on the blog. I said this girl Julie showed me the real Jesus it made me want him like her. My husband asked Jesus into his heart. Some of my friends are noticing I am different I have been able to share with them about Jesus in me.Julie you point Jesus you dont make yourself the center of attention when I look at you Jesus shines so brightly in you that is all I see. Thank you God for showing me Jesus through a broken crippled girl willing to carrying Jesus to the world. Thanks to all that keep this going
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 5:25:00 PM
Anonymous said...
i am extremely grieved at NTCC violating Julie's and other the ladies civil rights . i have interviewed many clients who where sexually abused or raped, and her story sounds just like theirs. julie's account doesn't sound coached ,coerced or attention getting.
Friday, April 18, 2014 9:45:00 PM
Loving God said...
My heart is so grieved by what I am reading about your life. I have got out and I have my family. In fact we are having a big family Easter get together. I have been able to put it all behind me but I didn't suffer what you suffered. I hope somehow you can have peace at this time in your life knowing that Christ died for you and rose again that you can have liberty in him.
I have never experienced your life so I will not even pretend to know how you feel or should feel. I just hope you know God loves you right now. He feels your struggles and pain you have today. I know you live for God but I also know with pain some days it can feel like the depression overcomes you. My prayers are with you.
Saturday, April 19, 2014 11:23:00 AM
Anonymous said...
So you are the girl that Rev. Kekel has been speaking about. He has been saying some ugly things about you.
[...]
I too would have never heard of you or known to look on this blog had he not spent so much time speaking against you.

With everything that has happened to you, having no family, and what you deal with now in all this, it has got to be hard being you.
I left NTCC yesterday because you cared enough to speak out about the truth. I pray for you and hope you keep speaking until all hear what has happened in this place people call a church organization.
Wednesday, April 16, 2014 2:10:00 PM
Anonymous said...I too heard Rev kekel speak horribly of Julie. It was thr worse I have even heard. My wife and I left the bible school to hear a lady spoke of in such a nasty manner we were shocked. This shoudnt have happened.
Friday, April 18, 2014 1:39:00 PM
Sam said...
This will be our first weekend away from NTCC. We have struggled yet enjoyed this week. My wife has seen me at the dinner table more then she has in a few years. Before it was work then the work of God always having to heat up my dinner after church or soul-winning. It is different eating so early. Don and Ange you probably think ill of us for now we want to just read and pray at home together not go to church. We just want us and God. We been doing this all week long and it has been incredible and a blessing to our souls.
Julie thank you! You gave me the wake-up call my wife had been praying to God about. My wife has walking with God not willing to be like other pastor's wives she has seen even been called out for it. I was so blind I thought she was wrong but now I realize when she keep saying this place isn't follow God she spoke the truth.
Saturday, April 19, 2014 8:09:00 AM
Dear Sam and Fam,

We are so happy for you to have made "The Great Escape"!!!  We certainly DO NOT  think ill  of you for wanting to  just read and pray at home together. 
One thing we know, the church is Christ's body.  He said,

For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them. - Mat 18:20 KJV


And I, if I be lifted up from the earth, will draw all [men] unto me. - Jhn 12:32 KJV

And I say also unto thee, That thou art Peter, and upon this rock I will build my church; and the gates of hell shall not prevail against it. - Mat 16:18 KJV

When you gather in His name, He is there.  When He is lifted up, He draws all to Himself.  He WILL build HIS CHURCH.  The gates of hell will not prevail.

People have a saying that we love, "BE THE CHURCH".  We love it because it puts the focus back on Christ. We are to be members of His body (which is the church:

Now ye are the body of Christ, and members in particular. - 1 Cor 12:27 KJV

We are His body, His members like the hands that reach out to the homeless, the heart that breaks for the abused, the voice that shares what He has done for us, how that by His stripes we are healed (1 Peter 2:24 here, Isa 53:5 here).

When leaving a controlling cult like ntcc, it is a good idea to take time and enjoy your RELATIONSHIP with Christ.  When looking at other churches, pray so that you do not allow the false ntcc doctrine to cause you to be too critical.  Visit different groups and look for people who live like the Bible example set forth by Christ.  Do the leaders serve other people?  Is there unconditional love that abides even when people are sinning?  Is the church a place of healing?  Are there controls? Or is there the liberty found where there is the Spirit of Christ?

Now the Lord is that Spirit: and where the Spirit of the Lord [is], there [is] liberty. - 2Co 3:17 KJV

Be a fruit inspector. Don't be too quick to commit to only one group. Find out first what they are really like. Maintain your liberty in Christ to visit other churches.  Believe us, normal and healthy churches do not resent or fear that. They embrace working together with other churches and even have a name for it:  

ec·u·men·i·cal

  [ek-yoo-men-i-kuhor, esp. British, ee-kyoo-]  
adjective
1.
general; universal.
2.
pertaining to the whole Christian church.
3.
promoting or fostering Christian unity throughout the world.
4.
of or pertaining to a movement (ecumenical movement)  especially among Protestant groups since the 1800s, aimed at achieving universal Christian unity and church union through international interdenominational organizations that cooperate on matters of mutual concern.
5.
inter-religious or interdenominational: an ecumenical marriage.

Love God first with all your heart, mind, strength. Love your neighbor as yourself.  The rest will follow.

Don't worry about what we or anyone else thinks.  Seek His face. Seek His approval. His is the vote that counts. :o)  And we get the sense that you have His approval, based on what you wrote:

We just want us and God. We been doing this all week long and it has been incredible and a blessing to our souls.

The Bible records:

For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, they are the sons of God.
 - Rom 8:14 KJV
For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father.
 - Rom 8:15 KJV
The Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God:
 - Rom 8:16 KJV
Who [is] he that condemneth? [It is] Christ that died, yea rather, that is risen again, who is even at the right hand of God, who also maketh intercession for us.
 - Rom 8:34 KJV
Beloved, if our heart condemn us not, [then] have we confidence toward God. 
- 1Jo 3:21 KJV

Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage.
 - Gal 5:1 KJV

Don and Ange said...

If you've just left NTCC Lisa Norton said she will be praying especially for you to find your healing. We too will be praying for that and more.
Friday, April 18, 2014 9:07:00 PM

Julie said,
[...]
Thank you Jesus! Only God can work like this in people's lives. Know that you have many people praying for you so many.
Hugs,Julie
Saturday, April 19, 2014 8:19:00 AM
For those of you who haven't yet met Julie or don't know anything about her, we feel this next song / video perfectly portrays her god-heart, the following scriptures her life-prayer:

Whom have I in heaven [but thee]? and [there is] none upon earth [that] I desire beside thee. - Psa 73:25 KJV

17 Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither [shall] fruit [be] in the vines; the labour of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat; the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and [there shall be] no herd in the stalls: 18 Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will joy in the God of my salvation. 19 The LORD God [is] my strength, and he will make my feet like hinds' [feet], and he will make me to walk upon mine high places. To the chief singer on my stringed instruments. - Hab 3:17-19 KJV

... weeping may endure for a night, but joy [cometh] in the morning. - Psa 30:5 KJV [partial]

Yet Will I Sing by Audra Lynn Video Link

And while we love Julie as much as anyone, we want everyone to remember, it is Jesus Who died for us to set us free. He deserves all the praise and glory.  Love you Lord!

As the testimonies continue to pour in, we thank God for each person He delivers from sin. Thank You Jesus!

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Monday, April 7, 2014

During Fall Conference 1992 Michael Kekel Raped Me At New Testament Christian Church National Campground Near Mexico, MO / Mark Twain Lake and Ralph St. Clair Raped Me At The Hotel

In the previous post, Julie Ridgeway alleged that kekel raped her at his "custom house" on the New Testament Christian Church Seminary Campus in 1990 when she was a 16 year-old teen bride in the NTCC [read more].  In this post she alleges that Michael C. Kekel raped her during a conference at the NTCC National Campground near Mexico, Missouri and that the man who raised her [her so-called 'father'], Ralph St. Clair, also raped her at the hotel during this same conference [fall 1992].  From her e-mail:


Subject:  some of the scrambled sexual dealings as an adult in NTCC

I am now going to share that the sexual abuse didn’t stop when I turned eighteen.


I got away from Kekel for a time living in San Antonio Texas. The next time he got a hold of me sickens me and makes me wonder how he pulled it off so openly. It was a conference on the campground. My son was only 4 months old. I was informed that Kekel wanted to see me in the Lodge. I was surprised he wanted to see me there since Grant who was 2 months old at this time, Tanya, and Kekel were staying in a motorhome on the campground. I didn’t want to go see him. I wanted to get back to my baby. I had to leave him in a motel room with many other children and was upset that I was being made to be away from him plus I was nursing him. I had to have him picked up. The evil wicked man was keeping me from my baby.
The Lodge where, Julie alleges, Mike Kekel
Raped Julie while Mike's wife Tanya and son
Grant stayed in a Recreational Vehicle that
was parked on the slab (lower right of pic).
 Close-Up Pic Google's View of The Lodge 
 Red Balloon Marks Slab For R.V. Parking. 
 Cursor Marks The Lodge Front Entrance. 
 Coordinates: 39°24'47.4"N 91°51'19.2"W
 View On Google: Close-Up or Whole Camp 
I got to the Lodge only a few leaders seem to be around if there were others they must have been in their rooms. Kekel took me to a room. I don’t know if it was his or not. He ordered me to be quiet since people were resting. If I had been raised right I would have known to scream at that moment but I knew nothing about protecting myself or what my rights were even. He had me have intercourse with him. He said Tanya wasn’t ready for sex yet and with the burdens he had to carry as a minister he needed relief. He went on to say God had spoken to him and said to call for me that he might have his needs met. Then he would be able to be a better leader to the people. He tried to French kissed but I wasn’t willing to return it so he told me I was going to do something really special for you but you just lost out. When I finally left the room there didn’t seem to be anyone around. Because of this disgusting creep my baby had to wait on me.
Nighttime insulting session (church) came and I didn’t want to go. I knew there was no choice so I went. Kekel greeted me so cheesily “God bless you Sis.Ridgeway so good to see you this conference.” I wanted to hide I felt so dirty yet I had to pretend all was okay that I was happy. I had to act in the service excited jumping with joy of the Lord. All that craziness. I can’t count the many times I would be hurt with all the stuff they would expect one to do in a service. Hello I had physical limitations. I lived in fear of being called to go to him again but he didn’t ask for me again that conference. Ralph did though.  Davis and Olson like clockwork had to insult me and put me down. I was stopping the ministry where I was at.  I felt like such trash. I was told as a child I was hurting Ralph’s ministry now I am hurting someone else ministry. Davis also told me that conference that he didn’t even know why I was born I was such a burden and all I did destroying the work of the Lord. Kekel was there when he said this and threw in his two-cents. Kekel said it would have been better that someone had aborted her retarded people like her don’t have a right to be around all they do is take up space they are a waste of time and money. I felt like the dumbest person on earth. I was so mixed up; was I wrong for not wanting sex with Kekel, was I wrong for not giving in to the kissing, was I wrong somehow? I have wondered all my life why I was born. It is an awful feeling to think I was mistake. I felt this my whole life even as an adult. I shouldn’t have been born.
I didn’t want Ralph and Joan having contact with my son but didn’t know how to fully stop it so when Ralph and Joan wanted time with him at conference the best I could do was make sure I was around as much as I possible could. One of the days at the conference I wasn’t feeling good I think now it was just the stress I was under. Donny had taken our son out for a little while and I laid to rest. Ralph and Joan were in the same motel. I was laying down when I got a knock on my door. I didn’t look out just opened it up. Ralph was standing there. He said I am coming to spend time in your room since Joan is resting. I said well I am resting too. He pushed his way in and said I know Donny told me he was going out so you could rest. I am now regretting wanting to rest and even more opening the door at all. Once again we had intercourse after he made me mouth him a little. I want to die. I want life to be over. My life is just one disgusting mess. No one will ever understand how I feel. No one will ever care. He left and I began to cry then I got mad at myself for the tears. I put myself back together as I think why does this have to happen. I didn’t know I had rights I didn’t know I could demand these men to leave me alone and that they had stop. I didn’t know they had no right to control me and force me to do anything.
to be continued

Can you see how it would impact a girl raised by sexual predators in the NTCC? Can you understand that her whole world revolved around NTCC, its rules, its people, and its CULTure? During this time the internet was called the sinnernet and was preached against. During this time the television was called the devilvision and preached against. During this time nobody did anything unless they first got permission from the NTCC 'leaders'. Can you see how that would isolate an abuse victim who had been raised in the NTCC and make it impossible for her to understand how wrong all of this was? These controls created and enforced by NTCC CULTivated this CULTure where sexual abuse thrived and victims suffered with no way out.

Update 4-9-2014

Anonymous said...

Thank you Julie for writing so much about your life. I left NTCC with my wife and children but have been struggling greatly. My family has missed our friends who say they won't have us confuse their children by having us in their lives. We must go back to NTCC to have our friends. I thought about going back thinking I was hurting my family by leaving. I began to pray God I need a clear answer what am as a leader of my family to do? I didn't know anything about this blog. Since we lived in a new area I went to look up the local NTCC church I ended up on this site. I read every article you have written and for the first time in years I felt the peace of God. Julie you truly have Jesus your responses scream it loud and clear. I am sorry what each of the women on this blog have gone through. I shared with my wife what I found and she began to cry said Thank you Lord for getting us out together and keeping us safe. I say even if there is only a handful of victims I would not want to risk my children becoming a part of the handful.

Julie God through you saved our family and now even our children are finally at peace making new Christians friends that have more caring than they could have imagined. You may have to repeat your articles to make sure all see them. I have daughters I would be angry if someone ever hurt them. My wife and I hate what you have gone through but we are forever grateful you like little David stood up and said I will face the giant.


Tuesday, April 08, 2014 2:55:00 PM

Julie said,

Anonymous said....

As I read the comments seeing lives effected for God by what is written I say it did happen but God is using it now for his glory.


For of him, and through him, and to him, are all things: to whom be glory for ever. Amen. Romans 11:36 [link]

God is truly at work and only He can change lives. All Glory belongs to Him. I love Jesus and I would never want to live without Him.

Hugs,

Julie

Wednesday, April 09, 2014 8:31:00 AM


UPDATE:

Anonymous said...

Oh this is what happened that day. I was around that day she was told Kekel wanted to see her at the Lodge. Her son was just an infant. I didn’t see or hear her called to go see him but after she had already gone I was asked to wait for her. I was to take her to the motel where her baby was when the meeting was over. What I am about to say it hard for me to even type.

Julie got out. She didn’t seem okay in fact seemed pretty shock up. She walk or more stumbled to my car. I said Sis. Ridgeway what is wrong what did you get in trouble for this time. I really didn’t know Julie at all but I had witnessed her being told before this day that one or more of the leaders wanted to speak to her. She got into the car she seemed in a daze. I had to help her get her seat belt on because she seemed unable to focus on the task at hand. What is wrong with this girl something isn’t right?

She starts rocking back and forth mumbling like she isn’t present at all. She said things like I don’t want to do this. I’m dumb stupid I’m yucky. I don’t like the bedrooms. Why must this happen? I want it to stop. It’s scary. She continued with I hate myself I hate myself. I am going to hell where I belong.

I called her by name finally getting her attention I asked her what was this meeting about it jars her. Now I wish I hadn’t jarred her in her daze she might have said more. She tells me it is a sin to tell and my baby needs me; she goes silent the rest of the car ride. The rocking continues and she began to do something strange. She began to wipe at her tongue like something was on it she couldn’t get off. Now I am thinking she was bothered by the French kissing.

We get to the motel her baby is crying his head off. She picks him up and the mother in her kicks in she started singing to him softly. He calms right down. For one that was so young and so hurt she was an amazing mother. We part ways at this point.

I am bothered by that day. I go to the night service and then fellowship. I decide to go talk to Kekel the next day to find out what was happening because I didn’t like seeing Julie this way. I told him the next day it was really important that I speak to him. He agrees to talk to me after the service. We check up with each other after the service. I told him of taking Julie to the motel after their meeting and that Julie didn’t seem okay. He immediately got an angry look on his face. He asked me if she said what the meeting was about I said no. He seems a little calmer. He asked me a bunch of questions. I answered.

Later that night Davis came and talked to me asking me what Julie said? He told me not to believe what comes out of her mouth only 1/10 of what she says is true. He said she is so dumb sometimes she doesn’t even remember her name. I thought is she mentally messed up is that what I witnessed it still bothered me that he said this of her. She was married yet I even got grilled by Ralph St. Clair too. I should have woke up right there but instead I starting believing Julie was the problem.

Ralph St. Clair must have gotten a hold of Julie the day after Kekel did because she was worse that night walking around in a daze not really talking with anyone. In the motel that night her son was a sleep at her feet in his car seat. Everyone was laughing and joking. There sat Julie looking distressed very scared, and so sad. I am so mad at myself for not reaching out. Maybe a hug would have let her know someone really cared.

Don and Ange thanks for having an enough faith to allow Julie to write on this blog. Even though you didn’t witness what happened to her personally I am glad you loved her enough to give her a voice. Finally someone standing up for her and trusting her. I hope your love and support doesn’t leave her no matter what. She needs beautiful Christian friends as you because she probably doesn’t have many true friends. She is lucky to have you so very lucky!

Friday, April 11, 2014 6:32:00 PM

We wanted people to see this comment in red by the person who gave Julie a ride from the Lodge back to the hotel where her son Thomas was waiting for her.

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