This Church Made Me Want To KILL MYSELF! ~ Suicide and the NTCC

We started working on this post on Memorial Day.  It's a sad but common theme that we often hear from folks who contact us to tell us about their NTCC eXperience.  So this article has been percolating for a long time; and we want you to know some things:

YOU'RE NOT ALONE!  We can't tell you the number of people who have contacted us and confessed this very same thing!  NTCC has that effect on people!  They really want to kill themselves.  Some have died.  Others have taken their families with them.  Still others have 'tried' suicide and been spared to tell their tale.

IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!  NTCC has been raping souls for 43+ years.  Their 'leaders' have established a system of abuse that includes the preconditioning or thought training to get you to blame yourself for their sinful acts against you.  Don't fall for that garbage.  They are guilty, not you.

THEY PLANNED IT!  They saw your love for God or your human need for love and knew they could exploit that.  They used what was good and innocent in you as a weapon against you, not caring what effect that would have in your life.

THEY COVERED THEIR SIN!  They already had a system of loyal followers who would lie for them and cover their sin for them.  When you tried to report the abuse taking place, these sycophantic suck-ups were all primed and ready to feed you the company li(n)e:  You need to find another church.  I can't receive that.  File a signed report in triplicate.  Did anyone else see that?  [Good we will run them off too...]

THEY BLAMED YOU FOR THEIR SIN!
They seduced you. They touched you inappropriately. They twisted scripture to justify their sin, saying,  Unto the pure all things [are] pure: ... [Titus 1:15 (p)]

But it was THEIR lust that drove them to sin.

But every man is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed.
James 1:14

And when they were done, they did not care that death would follow.

Then when lust hath conceived, it bringeth forth sin: and sin, when it is finished, bringeth forth death.

James 1:15

NTCC A DESTRUCTIVE CULT!

Even if they didn't physically abuse you, they are still set up to tear you down and make you completely dependent on their system.  When you can no longer stand their legalism and leave, they have you trained to think everything was your fault.

BUT IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!

God never intended us to live under the law!  That's why Jesus came.  To usher in THE NEW TESTAMENT.  A testament of GRACE AND MERCY.  You don't have to keep the man-made rules of the cult leaders.  They are adding to the Word of God; which is forbidden by God.  Don't worry about what the NTCC 'leaders' think!  They are hypocrites who say one thing, but do another:

• Davis preaches adultery is sin; but Davis is an adulterer.
• Kekel used to preach wearing shorts was a sin; but Kekel encouraged his son Grant to wear shorts to play Football and Basketball in his private school.
• Olson says lying is a sin; but Olson lied to the foreign governments where NTCC ministers are missionaries, sending out "Letters of Support" but never supporting the missionaries.
• Phil Kinson preaches against fornication; but Feel-Good-Phil hooked up with a hooker in Okinawa.

YOU DON'T HAVE TO ANSWER TO THESE HYPOCRITES FOR ANYTHING!

Just know this:

 ... He hath made us
 accepted in the beloved
 Ephesians 1:6 (p) 

GOD LOVES YOU!

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
John 3:16

For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.
John 3:17

GOD PAID THE FULL PRICE!

He shall see of the travail of his soul, [and] shall be satisfied: by his knowledge shall my righteous servant justify many; for he shall bear their iniquities.
Isaiah 53:11

FOR EVERY SIN YOU EVER DID!

For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;
Romans 3:23

PAST, PRESENT, FUTURE
GOD CAN KEEP YOU
YOU MATTER TO HIM!!!

For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed.

Romans 10:11

DON'T WORRY.  GOD'S GOT YOU COVERED!

 Rejoice in the Lord alway:
  [and] again I say, Rejoice.
 Philippians 4:4 

The Systematic Breaking-Down Of The Individual -- Breaking-Down Tony Oloans

 THUMB SCREWS 

 TORTURE DEVICES 

 "ntcc is an abusive and destructive cult that purposely breaks down individuals so they can be controlled by the few nepotistic 'leaders' of the cult."

During my nine year tenure in ntcc I would often witness this tragic sequence of individuality and expression of Love for the Lord being torn down by ntcc megalomaniacs [power hungry control freaks] in order to control folks like mindless string puppets.

Lets give one simple example:  Tony Oloans

During one of the classes taught by mikey kekel, he asked the class "What does God require of You?" (I can still hear the insolent tone in kekel's voice.)

An eager Tony Oloans raised his hand along with other students. kekel called on Tony, who sprang to his feet, happy to answer:

"But to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God."

That was correct:

He hath shewed thee, O man, what is good; and what doth the LORD require of thee, but to do justly, and to love mercy, and to walk humbly with thy God?

Micah 6:8

Upon answering, Tony sat down to resume taking notes.  kekel then proceeded to 'teach', but intentionally laced the material with the same question over and over. Each time kekel purposely called on Tony to stand and give the exact same answer.

It was painful to watch my enthusiastic and excited brother in Christ begin to doubt himself as kekel deliberately humiliated him in this calculated fashion. As the process was repeated Tony's face showed more and more distress, passing from glowing excitement, to a nervous glance -- 'Am I doing something wrong?' -- to embarrassed blush, to open humiliation, to discouragement and doubt and fear and ....
Why?

ntcc is a cult. ntcc is an abusive and destructive cult that purposely breaks down individuals so they can be controlled by the few nepotistic 'leaders' of the cult.

This breaking down process is deliberate and devilish.

If you are contemplating joining or attending ntcc, save yourself and loved ones some major heartache and turn the other way. Go find a good bible-based church where people, especially the leaders, live what they preach.  And steer clear of the cult called New Testament Christian Churches Of America, Inc. where the 'leaders' are hypocrites.

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A)  Sounds Like A True Description Of ntcc

B)  ntcc Sounds Like A Cult.

C)  I Read This Post.

D)  ntcc uses cult techniques like public humiliation to break down people's individuality.

E)   What kekel did to Tony Oloans was wrong.

F)  Create Your Own By Leaving A Comment:  Example:  "F"  I've witnessed [or experienced firsthand] similar abuse [public humiliation] -- or worse abuse -- of members by other ntcc ministers.  (Feel free to elaborate in the comments section.)

G)  Glad To Be Out of ntcc!

H)  Create Your Own  "H"  ntcc is the most abusive 'church'  [cult]  I've ever experienced.

I)    I'm Thinking Of Leaving ntcc...

J)  Create Your Own  "J"  At times ntcc has come between me and God.

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